Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Dear Ana Lomeli,
I miss you. lol. You already know, I said it like a million times. (x
- Liberty (:
Dear beloved daughter son (x
Bitch, you said this wouldn’t happen when high school started ): I know it’s not your fault though, not entirely. It’s mine and our parents’ too. Gosh, hella up tight bout everything. But I miss you and I wish our convo’s weren’t so lame. It makes me upset when I talk to you and there’s nothing left for us to say unless one of us desperately makes a lame perverted comment. Fuck, hella memories start rushing through my head. It makes me miss our Yes Groupie xD I miss her now too. What happen?! )x We all just drifted away. Summer’s fixing it up though, ish. Sigh, I still love you though (: I’m always here for you, don’t you forget that. I’ll try to visit and what not. And try to hang with you at least once this summer. Lol. Uhm, yea. There’s not much to write, you already know how I feel bout this cause I complained bout it last week (x Haha, kthat’sit.
Love, your mum.
P.S. The convo we had today was hella funny (x “It’s dangling!” (:
Dear “best friend”,
You don’t have a tumblr so I doubt you’ll ever see this. I met you in seventh grade Warner’s science class. You were the peacemaker between me and Mary. I knew you some more through Abegail. Do you know who you are now? We became best friends in eighth grade. We knew each other inside and out. I knew when something was up with you and you knew when I was about to beat the shit out of someone and stopped me. Thanks by the way, for keeping me out of trouble. Everything was great. But you became so absorbed into your kpop/jpop with “her”. I was left out, completely. You guys saw each other more often, talked more, hung out more, than we did. I felt so replaced. I ended up making less of an effort to talk to you cause it’s not like you cared or missed me. I don’t choose to have anymore female bestfriends. Every single one I ever had eventually turned their back on me or just drifted. Which is why I decided to only have gay best guy friends :D i.e. Malcom and Arturo LOL. But yea, I miss you too. I might be mad for being replaced and that you never really noticed how I felt.. s’all good though. I hope things at home are getting better. I’ll always be here if you need me. You don’t ever tell people much cause they won’t/don’t understand your family like I do. I miss hanging out with you. Life goes on though, and it’s always changing. Don’t forget me D:
Sincerely, Liberty.
